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Monday, April 2, 2018

 My father beat the hell out of me.
            ~ Don Draper

The Johnny Cash Psychiatrist wanted me wanted me wanted me a teenage crush song wanted me to explode his heat a small city neutralizing its corners in Switzerland The Johnny Cash Psychiatrist kept me late touched my shoulder wanted me wanted me wanted me to undergo ECT undergo to go under under under until I forgot everything The Johnny Cash Psychiatrist wanted me wanted me wanted me to forget art forget my job forget my religion forget my son forget forget forget The Johnny Cash Psychiatrist gave me the very best drugs the very best only the very best promised small reveries and desperations The Johnny Cash Psychiatrist wanted me wanted me wanted me to step outside my life take a vacation to the olive green room to step outside outside outside my small life The Johnny Cash Psychiatrist wanted me wanted me wanted me saw my brain misfire right there right there in his office with the olive green walls when I stepped outside my life The Johnny Cash Psychiatrist wanted me wanted me wanted me to eat a bolt of noise and joy to forget to forget to forget when I stepped outside my smallest life The Johnny Cash Psychiatrist wanted me wanted me wanted me to be his seawater rush his exploded bomb his fire misfire The Johnny Cash Psychiatrist diagnosed my crazy in plain unpretended language he wanted me wanted me wanted me fingers sang down my back in his office the office of my very very very small life.

Rebecca Loudon

2 comments:

Ms. Moon said...

Were his eyes kind?

Radish King said...

They were always. I loved him.
Rebecca